Saturday, March 27, 2010

Hope for change

I was just browsing the health section of 4chan's their website. God they have some awesome stuff posted on their website. They had a post showing how some members of 4chan were able to transform their old ugly self image into something better.


I'm still a teenager and I basically want to improve my image better. Why? To get myself ready for the girl I will live my life with. But really, I 'm looking forward to the result of respect. However, I am always trapped with the security of my mom. Minor security is fine but this type of security is a type where it doesn't freakin benefit me, it mainly benefits her instead. Anyways. I'm going to start doing the same thing as these people. I lost a lot of weight ever since track but I gained it all back. Why? Mostly depression and lazyness. But the reason I find to replace the other reasns is that I gained back all my weight because it felt like I didn't deserve it. God I need to get off this slump, yes it feels comfortable, yes it makes me feel dirty, but I guess we need to get out of our comfort zones right? Right now my life seems like a joke to me. I can't wait to get a car, can't wait to be 18, can't wait to leave this small world, can't wait to showing off what I can do, can't wait to show off what I can achieve, can't wait to prosper. All this school work is wearing me down physically and mentally. I hope what I do is a big benefit to me and my future.


Here are some of the pics I saw on 4chan.


http://imgur.com/Pk6Mo.jpg

http://imgur.com/Xg5GP.jpg

http://imgur.com/mVihv.jpg








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